We all have deficiencies. And sometimes, it is very frustrating that our deficiencies are the ones that let us down and makes us sad. What is more frustrating is that we become naïve. We think that these deficiencies will pass away. Maybe we pretend that they are not there. But somehow they tend to accumulate. They tend to become worse than ever. And that makes us vulnerable.
We all have doubts. And sometimes, these doubts make us believe that we cannot do it. We tend to underestimate. It seems so frustrating. We imprint our mind that this is what we can do. We tend to be naive. We think this is the best we can do but in fact it is substandard. Becoming a substandard makes us realize that we suffer, we console and we doubt. The worst part is it becomes a cycle.
Somehow we do not want to believe that these deficiencies and doubts make us weak. Being naïve about this journey on a life of suffering with deficiencies and doubts makes us realize that they do become a part of life that we have to face. We do not question them because they exist perpetually. The mere fact that we question them is a mere question of our existence. We come to realize that we handle them. And that what matters. We digest and ingest and make them an irony in our lives. We aspire that these doubts and deficiencies transfigures to good dreams. The only a least of us make it there.
